tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-470269748556622718.post8070085901974717701..comments2023-04-13T08:01:52.617-07:00Comments on Harry's in Heaven: Memorial DayAprilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08751131429630773482noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-470269748556622718.post-19246734030405624532010-09-22T06:11:47.235-07:002010-09-22T06:11:47.235-07:00I don't see a follow box...I don't see a follow box...restlessrisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16003208124884832877noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-470269748556622718.post-47601411504311154402010-09-22T06:09:21.604-07:002010-09-22T06:09:21.604-07:00Hi, this is Risa from restlessrisa. So... I read y...Hi, this is Risa from restlessrisa. So... I read your whole blog last night, and cried the whole time. You are a great writer, and I identified with everything you were saying! Thank you for being so open with your thoughts and feelings. I should have done something like this after I had Molly. I have a few posts about it on my family blog, but that is about it. You are welcome to read it if you like. It is private, but I would be happy to invite you. Just e-mail me risabaker@gmail.com. Sometimes I feel like I don't want to burden others with my thoughts and feelings, but I think about it every day. Whenever I hear the song "Somewhere over the rainbow," I think of her,and my journey. I had the Glee version on yesterday coming home from Studio 5, and cried the whole time :( I don't think, unless you have gone through it, that you have any idea how traumatic it is, and how deep the pain goes. I totally identify with you having mixed feelings about your next pregnancy. I am glad you are in a ward where the bishop seems to be in touch with things. I didn't think our bishop even knew. He never said a word to us. The RS Pres told my friend who does the ward newsletter not to say anything about our sweet Molly, because "that was not a baby." I guess I need to get over things, but it is hard when the most hurtful things are said and done by ward leaders. You are right... the veil was so thin for us as well. In a way, I feel lucky, and that it was a gift to feel that. I feel like some people are chosen to get to experience it on Earth. As crappy as it was/is, I wouldn't trade never having gone through it. I would only trade having her here now. K, this is getting long. Thanks for your comment :)I am your newest follower<br /><br /><3<br /><br />Risarestlessrisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16003208124884832877noreply@blogger.com